November is the month I lose it it's my daughter's birthday each year I cry. She is growing up so much and here I am not being in her life cause of reasons. Which I'd rather not get into but here it is year 9.. she's going to be 9 so much I have missed. I have tried my best to keep on my feet to be able to do things but this year... This year I'm making it I'm actually making I'm doing what I can but she is still on my mind always. I got something for her birthday but I'm worried what do you get a 9 year old girl.. I'm out of this.. I dunno what to do but all I can do is try so... take a deep breath and let's do this.
