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Sunday, May 7, 2017

Mercy by Shawn Mendes my version pt.1

Standing on the bridge looking down as the water flowed under it, the time of year was spring as the flower's were all in bloom. The tree's nearby had grew up big and strong as the blew some of the petal's into the water. Humming softly looking down at himself in the reflection of the water, in his hand a ring was tightly held taking a deep breath. Moving the ring around in his finger's keeping it in his palm. His mind though of the first time he seen her "You've got a hold of me, don't even know your power" He was sent to the city a farm boy with ragged clothing, noticing a girl with fancy clothing skipping rock's along the river, "I stand a hundred feet, but I fall when I'm around you" their eyes lock for a moment, she then moved some hair from her face and stuck out her tongue at him. "Show me an open door, then you go and slam it on me" sticking out his tongue back at her, jumping down beside her. "I can't take anymore" skipping a some rock's with her as it became a competition. "I'm saying baby, please have mercy on me"

 The day grew as the year's began going by with flashes of them playing tag, laughing together. "Take it easy on my heart, even though you don't mean to hurt me" Year's of competition's and good time's began flooding his mind. "You keep tearing me apart" His arm's spread guarding her using his body as her shield as he was struck by rock's from the bully's. Year's later brawling with more bullies that were trying to hurt her. "Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart" Her father and the guard's interrupted the fight as he was shown kindness and was given a doctor. "Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart" Opening up his good eye and smiled softly showing that he was alright giving her a thumb's up as she stayed by his side. A loud carriage would smack against the bridge snapping him out of his memory's making him turn to the other side of the bridge. Humming softly making his way across the bridge finally, watching the carriage's pass by going up to the ball. After the third carriage passed him having a couple kissing in the back, having a daydream that made him smile.

The daydream was year's later of them together "I'd drive through the night, just to be near you, baby" Jumping into a carriage with her by his side, sitting in the driver seat. Snapping the reign's as the carriage began moving as they were laughing and enjoying themselves. "Heart old and testified, tell me that I'm not crazy" leaning over as he kissed her lips, her arm's wrapped around his neck pulling him closer to her. They were in bed together "I'm not asking for a lot, just that you're honest with me" their body's getting closer together touching and kissing each other. "My pride is all I got, I'm saying baby" her finger's gripped the bed sheet's as she pushed out a child with her leg's up against two nurse's. "Please have mercy on me" he stood beside her entangling their fingers against each other. "I'm a puppet on your string, and even though you got good intentions" snapping out of the daydream as he stood at the front door's as a butler stood by the door opening the door for guest's to the event for those that were invited. "I need you to set me free" reaching into his pocket of his coat showing the invitation the butler nodded opening up the door reading the invite. "Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart" taking a deep breath as he stepped through the door's looking around for a moment as he followed those in front of him to where the event was happening. "Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart"

Humming softly as it calmed him some walking through the hallway's another flashback came to mind passing a door. He was younger than he was as the flashback began in his teenage year's. Diving down into the water as he sunk down swimming in a panic. Sana's body flailing about for a moment then was still deep down into the water. Grabbing her around her waist and pulled her up to the surface, swimming to take her to shore. He laid her down upon the bank, "Consuming all the air inside my lungs, ripping all the skin from off my bones" Placing his lips upon her's as he began breathing into her lungs after a few moments she spat up water coughing. Her father along with a few of his guard's surrounded them as Fuego was pulled away and dragged away from her as she was picked up and taken away.

"I'm prepared to sacrifice my life, I would gladly do it twice" In a room standing with binding's holding against his wrist's being held up to the ceiling. A whip slashing along his back as he cried out in pain gripping the binding's tightly, her father standing in the doorway watching with anger. "Consuming all the air inside my lungs, ripping all the skin from off my bones" His muscle's flexes with each lash, sting of the leather upon his body. Lashes upon his body continued through the night until they were done. In the mist of the night he snuck into her room she woke up and wrapped her arms around him trying not to flinch when her fingers touched his lasing's. Holding her through the night "I'm prepared to sacrifice my life, I would gladly do it twice."

The flashback faded as he was stepping along the carpet down the hallway. " Please have mercy on me" holding the ring close to his chest as he was getting more nervous getting closer to the door's "Take it easy on my heart, even though you don't mean to hurt me" Midway through the hallway he stopped and turned to look at the doorway he had gone through to enter this hallway. "You keep tearing me apart" nodding his head softly to himself to the beating of his heart as it seemed to be racing as he looked back at the door, kicking up his feet as he continued his way down the hall a bit more lively. "Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart" Stopping at the door running his fingers through his hair making sure he looked somewhat decent, "Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart" Taking a deep breath as he looked at the door's that entered into the ballroom where the music was coming from. Humming softly to himself before touching the door's opening them up as the light's shined down upon him as he entered.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Poem of inner

We enter the room together
The look you give me is unclear
Is this love or crush
My mind is blank when your near
Far apart are we in this life
My heart beat's without your love, light, guidance
Do you want to stay or shall we part
My mind can't bare what it does
It juggle's and run's nonstop
Inside my world is crumbling divided amongst the war between the two
My mind my heart both hurt from what they do

Away miles, hours, days, months is where I am
My heart and mind numb lay wasted upon the ground
Can't move can't feel myself
What is this feeling I can't feel
Numbness but I still feel?
Why is this happening when can it stop
where will it stop
deep down it goes the emptiness the unfeeling
can we be alright are we still in love
Was this just a crush perhaps we will never know
Neither of us are backing down
We walk the path along side to each other
But will we make it all the way through?