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Thursday, October 24, 2013

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Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Life styles of the poor and not famous

Waking from his slumber as he coughed heavily rubbing his throat before sitting up from the floor. Smacking his head upon a plate which was thrown at him. "Come on your going to be late.. and don't give me any of that I'm sick crap you need to get up and get to work." grumbling, to himself  "Ya.. ya.." as he stood munching on the meal that was scattered upon his forehead and face. Making his way to the bathroom grabbing a towel from the hallway closet, slinging it over his shoulder. Closing the door behind him locking it for some privacy turning on the water, as he unsnapped his pants as they dropped to the floor along with his boxers. Yawning once more before stepping into the shower the water was still cold.

His eyes shot open holding his breath for a moment frozen in time, before forcing himself into the rushing icy water. The warmth of his body mixing with the chill of the water spraying upon his body. His hands rubbing over his body trying to warm up all the parts of his body that felt the cold sting of the shower. His body was fighting the cold, as his mind was fighting the things that were attacking his brain. The door clicking as if opened letting out a silent sigh, "And who is this girl my friends have seen you around with and hanging all over?" The snapping voice of his girl cut the coldness of the water as if felt warmer now with her speaking. "She's a friend from work that was feeling blue so I thought perhaps she needed some cheering up.." Calmly speaking, grabbing the shampoo bottle pouring some shampoo in his hand before scrubbing his head. Her voice still out for blood, but a bit dulled out from the shampoo in his hair.

"What's it matter to you huh? You like her or something sleeping with her behind my back?! Huh!.. YOU CAN JUST LEAVE BE WITH HER!!" the slam of the door would be heard as she shouted. Lowering his head down letting the water clean his head opening up his eyes as he lifted his head up staring up at the ceiling. "Why.. why would I be with her.. I love her.. always every time everyday.. why does she not know I love her.." sighing heavily as he finished up cleaning himself. His mind going back years when they first met on the net he found this female and oh what fun they had with each other. His heart soared with each moment he had with her, not taking long he would travel up to her state to be with her. The dream of being with the one you love more than anything, now had come crashing down.

Looking at himself in the mirror frowning in his own eyes he could see himself on the floor crying as if he lost the only thing that was making him happy. Shaking the image from his mind, the bedroom they shared he let her have the bed as he laid upon the floor so she wouldn't be crowded upon the bed. The next room was a baby girl which he couldn't help, but smile when he seen her. Putting on his pants, walking to the bedroom after he dried off looking for a shirt from the floor. His clothing was in a backpack, crouching down looking for a clean shirt. He soon felt a small hand upon his back turning his head as he smiled wide. "Hey lil one.. love you  hmm?" her hand would reach out petting his long hair. "Heh.. daddies got long hair huh?" taking some of his hair and playfully dangling it in front of her.

Her little nose crunched up as her eyes closed laughing waving her arms around, her legs holding her up swaying back and forth before flopping down upon her bottom. "Heh daddies got to go to work.. ok?" grabbing a hair tie and putting his hair into a ponytail, grabbing a plain t-shirt. "You going to be a good girl for mommy hmm?" picking her up as he held her in his arms, his arms racing with so much pride as this little girl was his pride and joy. "You hungry.. hmm come on daddy, will fix you something to eat." Her giggles and large squeal only made him laugh, the high pitch noise she made was like music to him. "Heh well come on lets go see what momma's doing.."

His phone ringing in his pocket "Hmm? Hello?" He answered walking down the hallway with his daughter in his arms trying to grab his phone. Making him smile, the voice on the other end was his work, "Ya.. I'm coming in.. I'll be on my way here in a little bit.. let me finish feeding my lil one and I'll be on my way." chuckling as he shook his head. "Ha ha ha.. very funny.. no my daughter.. ya see ya." clicking off the phone as he placed it back in his pocket. Giving his daughter a little eskimo kiss, soon puffing out his cheeks making huffing sounds that came from his nose. She would stare at him with the most widest of smiles and began mimicking him.

Standing back up from putting her down, as he rubbed his back looking over at his love frowning as she was on the computer. He didn't look at what she was doing, as he leaned down to kiss her on the cheek. She moved her head away, frowning a bit standing up straight. "Love you.. see ya when I get off work." He said sadly before smiling down at his daughter kissing her on the forehead. "Daddy loves you too my little one.. be good.." Grabbing his backpack from the couch he headed out of the door. Her mumbled of words he only smiled and nodded, to him it was her way of saying 'love you too daddy see you later.'

Opening up the door as he looked once more at his loved ones. His daughter playing with her toys as his girlfriend on the computer doing whatever she wished. Closing the door as he headed off to work, the way there he could only think the worst about what she was doing. In his mind he always pushed it away he loved her and she loved him, it was getting harder and harder to find things that would show that he was loved as well. His heart sank, but the thought of his daughters smiles and laughs always cheered him up and made him smile even more. His health unknowing to him was growing worse with each day, working long hours and walking everywhere anytime of day and anytime of year. His work was three miles away from where he lived with his daughter and his girlfriend.

The nearest store that was open late was one of the wal-mart mega stores, which from his work was another six to five miles. Almost daily he would walk back and forth cloudy, sunshine, star shine, blizzard nothing stopped him from doing what was needed of him working to bring money in, also getting groceries to feed his small family. The good days were rare, but the bad days that gone from bad to worse were only increasing.

[wrote while listening to-
Nightwish "Nemo"
AC/DC "Dirty deeds"
Korn album 'issues']

Amazed

Like the title says I'm amazed that other people from different countries are looking perhaps even reading my posts. I like to thank you all hopefully in every language I can, but I sadly don't know how and I don't trust google translate for a lot of words. So I like to try and learn the languages so I can say it to all of you. If you do use google translate thanks and hope everybody enjoys my blog.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Evil satan of laundry

The inn had many washer and dryers to clean the guests clothing. It was a perfect place for evil to rain upon their clothing, and other household equipment ranging from a bathtub to the vacuum. The evil deeds were from one, and only one non dared say his name. Just the thought of him was pure evil, running ragged and ramped around in the washer and dryer area. He stayed forever with his evilness purging thru the inn. Stepping out of the dryer, as he would soon wonder around his hair frizzed up from all the static. His feet weight heavy with the socks and rags clinging to his feet, his shirt had a pair of pink slippers stuck to the back of them. Slowly he walked up the stairs to the ground floor and made his way over to where he could get a do most of the evil deeds his mind ran around with. His back dryer lint would curl around as if it were his hair. His hair upon his head tangled and in a mess with a small baby sock sticking out off the top of his head. Seeing that nobody seemed to be around at this time, he pushed the button upon the faucet and began to drink some water. His hair would slowly lower down over his shoulders, covering his back as the weaves of his hair tangled in with the dryer lint upon his back making his hair fuller and shined as the lights above were flickering.

did this while back so nothing new..

The seasons come like wild fire now, soon it will be nothing but sluggish pots of steam. There is nothing left to take nothing left to give, there is nothing anymore. Here I stand here alone in this world nothing to feel nobody to scream yell sell love.. nobody to love in this desert world of a once forgotten shell. The feelings mean nothing to anyone and to myself as I sit and nothing is there to sit on but the ground. It is hard as the world is hard nothing can compete with the hardness of the life you will face in the world of tomorrow nothing you can do for the wasteland of the yesterday. If I go from here where will I go? Someplace different perhaps but all is ruined and broken I stand, sit, live here in the wasteland of forgetfulness.  But still I survive for another day maybe someday when the world isn’t much as a waste… but a land where we all can have someone to love yell scream and do all the things that have been taken from us for so long. They used to say love can break any spell any situation with love all things are possible. Do I have love do I feel love in this wasteland of nothing… yes, I do.. I feel love and the feeling of being loved I know that those that have left that they also felt and was loved once. The feeling of this cannot be changed by any force, Be it ‘evil’ or  ‘good’ both of these have love and are loved by all and hated by none. God is the love that fuels us up like a car sometimes we run out of gas but we still can get more and more gas from stops that we settle on. Sometimes it maybe at the breaking point of the tank and we start to leave this world but soon as that happens we find that gas that drives us and we keep going. As I am doing here puttering to keep going as much as I can and still I drive none can’t stop what is in my tank to go. If any were still here they would see me and how I would be driving to go where I needed to go. How do I know where I am needed to go is towards the sun? do I have a map of where I am to go? Have I been told where to go? No it is not towards the sun I have no map to show where I am going or where to go, no I haven’t been told to go here but I go here feeling the need to go. Feeling is a different thing for me to do it is both instinct but it is also brains, what your body feels.  What does it tell me to do? What am I getting out of this? Nothing I am getting nothing out of this I would do it anyways for nothing, it tells me it will be rough and be either surprised or try to take it all by force no matter what. And I can do what needs to be done it will be up to me to do what is needed of me.  Perhaps I will find another that will have the same journey as I am and it will be we.. but none are here where I am. It’s all the same everywhere I go none are there.

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

team rocket's actual exit

"looking for trouble make it double"
 "to protect the world from devastation"
 "to ignite all peoples in our nation"
 "to denounce the evils of truth and love"
 "to extend our reach to the stars above"
 "Jesse"
 "James"
 "team rocket blast off to the speed of light"
 "surrender now or prepare to fight."
 "Meowth that's right."
 "Hello!" said a small turtle under meowths foot as it clicked. Team rocket looked down at the turtle, "Huh?" exploding with the click team rocket is blasted into the air. The turtle stood there as it, would slowly make its way back to what it was doing.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

dialog

“So you don‘t want to go back to your homeland anymore? Why is that? Don‘t you miss it anymore?”
“Because.. They.. My kind are nothing but idiots killing each other out of boredom. Males and females both so untrustworthy that if you‘d try to have one as a mate with one. They find another just in case they can‘t handle it. Happiness is just a dream you think up just to make another day go by” turning his head towards her “I give up on my kind they are no longer mine to claim.. I have no kind any longer.. That is why.”
“Do they have no honor or second thoughts about your choice?”
Chuckling softly “Of course I have thought about it since I got here.. There is no honor among anyone. The only thing I regret is having to leave my daughter my parents and siblings but they have made it years without me. I am unneeded there, maybe also here but here I am somebody I‘m making it better here than anytime anywhere else there..”
“Is it that horrible in that place? Is there no beauty? No mate worth the trouble? Nothing to change your mind?”
Scuffing “All the mates I've had turned out to be anything but a good mate. I used to be able to see the beauty anywhere and everywhere but as I grew older it has shown me how truly ugly everything is in that place, but here when I see the sunrise it fills me with such happiness that I haven‘t felt in so long.”