When minds collide

 For I fell from a height, catching the glow as I descend. It carries me from danger and grants me life. Spinning around in my unperfect life, they will see me struggling, wrapped up in my own mind. Too many calling out to be free, but together we shall be. We reach the stars and heaven splits for out path arriving to our next destination. what we will find will be, what is ours forever.

There will be no need to pay for it. It will be ours forever nobody can take it from us. It is guarded for us to keep. Star shine, mooned lite nights the memories of ourselves. The joy we bring with us will spread through. Color will cry when we leave, but we will be back someday or way. Joy will return forever more when we come. 

Light darkness caress along each curve, fighting to have it all. Like as dance the light and dark moved over it all. Neither side gaining or losing ground against one another. The galaxy, the stars each one calling for us like soft bells chiming for the next day.

 One day, one time we will follow the call to the next day, the next night. The sound of bells chiming can be heard, waiting for us.

star gazer

Gaze upon the stars as they glitter through the night. Wishing I may that I wishing I might, see it tonight. One of dreams and of starlight shinning a place in my heart tonight. Wishing I may Wishing I might. see where the stars get their light. See what I means and what it does. Star light star bright Wishing on you tonight. Body ready feeling steady but aching for that glowing light. Peering through my heart, with warm glow and shine. Star light star bright please be with me tonight.

Am I?

 Heart: Oh, wow this one is amazing! So sweet and kind..

Brain: No they are all sweet and kind at first we been through this.

Heart: But.. this one could be different.

Brain: They will all be different, but the outcome is always the same.

Heart: Yeah I know, but can't we try?

Brain: No! Not now.. maybe later but now we need to focus on healing for the both of us...

*Brain replacing the bandages around the heart gently and carefully. Looking at heart with saddness in the eyes.*

Heart: Hey.. don't look at me like that, I don't look that bad. You should worry about yourself.. You look like shit.

*Heart some of its parts were missing, laying in a bed in roughed up shape. Brain chuckled some having a few cuts and bruises with a few bandages.*

Brain: Yeah, well we both have our own battles we fight.. One day I'll win mine, and that will be the day you will be able to win yours too.

Heart: Really? You think I could win, get better?

Brain: Yes I do, we will win one day and both of us will get better.

Heart tried sitting up, but brain gently pushed them back down.

Brain: No.. No don't, just lay down rest.. I'll take over for a while just rest. It's your turn to rest now and get better.

Heart: But, but I need to show them all that I care I love them all!

Brain: STOP DON'T! Rest please rest.. You need to rest!

*Heart struggled for a while before laying down passing out. Brain watched over the heart tearing up a bit.*

Brain: That's right.. Rest, I'll do my best to let them know, how amazing you are.. We just need to be more careful, I-i just don't know how much longer you will last..

*Tears falling on the ground as Brain stood near the bed, before slowly walking away to let the heart sleep. Brain soon at the controls of the heart and shook with a hesitant hand.*

Brain: I.. I can do this, for both of us..

*Holding onto the controls, as Brain continued on becoming injured and hurt. As time went on, Heart laid there sleeping, while Brain and other parts of the body began to help. Brain kept their post at the controls only allowing the others to have a small part. Once they began hurting as well Brain took over for them and let them rest.*

Brain: We have to keep going..

Brain:

Daddy lullaby

"Baby girl time for bed.." looking around the corner to see his baby girl all ready for bed "Heh Aww that's a good girl" her puffy cheeks refusing to lay down.
"Oh not tired ... Alright come on" laying down in bed outstretching his arm to pull her close. Clearing his throat for a moment and adjusting his body to get comfortable as well as his baby girl.
🎶Shhh rest your weary head my dear Shhh listen to the sounds of the ocean Shhh have no fear Shhh daddy is right here🎶 he began to sing softly to her running his fingers through her hair.
🎶Shhh rest your weary head on my chest my dear Shhh listen to my love with your ear Shhh it beats like a drum my dear Shhh🎶 watched as she moved her head from his arm to his chest listening to his beating heart.
🎶Shhh soon we will be flying in the sky Shhh like bird's free to glide Shhh daddy will be the wind to guide you safely shhh🎶
🎶Shhh tomorrow will be a new adventure Shhh but tonight its quiet and peaceful Shhh Im here to protect you from all harm shhh🎶
🎶Shhh just listen to the drum's of love I have for you Shhh and rest peacefully knowing it is true. Shhh I love you shh🎶
🎶Shhh Shhh🎶 glancing at her she was fast asleep leaning his head back upon the pillow and closing his eyes. "Sweet dream's "

Poem of inner

We enter the room together
The look you give me is unclear
Is this love or crush
My mind is blank when your near
Far apart are we in this life
My heart beat's without your love, light, guidance
Do you want to stay or shall we part
My mind can't bare what it does
It juggle's and run's nonstop
Inside my world is crumbling divided amongst the war between the two
My mind my heart both hurt from what they do

Away miles, hours, days, months is where I am
My heart and mind numb lay wasted upon the ground
Can't move can't feel myself
What is this feeling I can't feel
Numbness but I still feel?
Why is this happening when can it stop
where will it stop
deep down it goes the emptiness the unfeeling
can we be alright are we still in love
Was this just a crush perhaps we will never know
Neither of us are backing down
We walk the path along side to each other
But will we make it all the way through?

Big bad tiger

My little red where are you?
You don't come around anymore. Has your grandma pass, so you find no reason to wonder? Have you found no interest in these old woods?
Do the light's in the city shine too bright for you to see?
Come to my woods with me ill be here to show you around.
I've waited for someone like you to come though. All these other's were only for show and now their gone.
Alone I wonder my paths time and time again. Your voice only echoes in my mind now did you ever come through or was that my mind witching it were true.
Im not the big bad wolf in your story's you've heard. Im far worse far more dangerous and far less innocent. But we know better than that now don't we?
My riding hood where have you gone? One day we will meet maybe we have but were both too blind to see. You need me i know you do.

Cause I need you too

Signed
Ludo

Unknown drough

Life is a puddle of mud, things happen either at the surface or in the deep. The sickness thrives through ones head and into their heart. The spikes of roses roll down their veins scratching along down until there is no more blood to bleed. What happens to you when you die is what happens when you live. Nothing changes the only thing that happens is your heart stops beating and you can't feel the pain that you've carried along the way with a smile. Cause nothing can break you only your own beasts make it so your blood runs more than you can give. Cause that's what you are born to do give until it hurts then when you filter through the pain you give even still no matter the cost. Things happen that's what we tell ourselves forgetting that we are no better than those we protect and give there is no middle ground only caskets with holes to drain out what's left to give even in death.

Monster Hunter 4 monster poem and also guess what creature am I talking about?

Flying high in the sky, the sky grew dark with your approach how I love you the most. The thing about you is that you blow me away with your voice, such a tone and appeal. Your lips masking those teeth shredding upon your victims like a predator to its prey. Your eyes shatter my soul looking deep into my eyes as you smile of delight creeps over your snout. The bursts of rage, and aggression you give spreads like the flame of a thousand degree's burning and making things crisp. The rage you possess makes my blood run and boil, the way you gracefully move along the terrain. No environment is to tough for you as the lava runs rapid or the waves of the ocean splash against your scales glistening from the sun. Your blaze is to be feared, giving a heated step when you walk. Your body covered in scales, each one priceless as I watch you from afar. The sun shining upon your body as you dash, your voice recognized even from afar. The sound of your voice send shivers down my spine as those around you fall to your voice. Your scales come in different color, as your siblings are much tamer. Your the best and most rude, as you trample over your food or those who dare to try and attack your beauty and rage. Your forearms give you such strength, slamming and giving those who dare attack a fury to face. when you limp you look so sweet, innocent but your reign has come to an end to the swords end. The color of your scales are sot after by many the way it's strength and durability is needed to face you even once. You may be darker than your siblings, and your rage fills us with thrills and chills. Once your defeated we shall be filled with glee, but your scales are mine such treasures we love you give us with your corpse. Your siblings will not like us not one bit, striped and loved we care for you dearly but your raw meat is what we love the most. Trampling our hearts, with your strength and blowing us away with your voice we come back for more and more. Strong and mighty, we strive to mount you shaking us and throwing us around your teeth sharp we stay away.

my box -poem or poetry whatever you call it-

In my box where the world can shine without windows without doors my box is where i am keep my box at bay unless the whole world will contain. My box is pain sorrow regret depression vengeance my box is contained and concealed my box hidden away from the light my box feeds and grows my box is mine only i know its secrets its wonder the horror my magnificent box is mine to have and to hold without end. You may want my box for your own but you can't handle my box, but me I can handle it as its my box I can take yours and feed it to my box it will grow more. My box will never stop growing my box will destroy the world if it is opened, my box stays closed for all eternity my box.. how I hate it how I need it how I love my box it knows me it knows everything of my as I know everything of my box. It is my everything but your nothing, your box may be full and over flows my box is a good box to me and for me I am my box and my box is me. I hold my box together beware be warned my box can destroy or create my box is never full but never empty. My box is here to stay my box.

a poem attempt

Names stand out in my head, when I think of the dark days. The lights were dim those days that followed after. The light they shined found nothing to reflect back against. The dark days were a blurr upon the mind of those that don't remember but those that do remember it as they remember it well enough to not wish to remember. The names upon those were my own but that was not until latest of days. The darkness upon the hearts of those found and destroyed when we all just wanted to help. One by one they fell some struggled and fought to stay upon the light. The last of the days there was only one, one stood alone having the names upon their head and heart etched in like a hot stack upon the heart. The last to fall fell harder than the rest, darkness took upon itself to be cruel to the last instead of a swift demise it was slow and painful. Every inch of darkness that lurked crawling slowly towards them. Slowly crushing the light from within, the nightmare of the dark days were only the beginning. Those that it took earlier on were comfortable and cozy in the darkness sneaking around and manipulating those that were being taken. The life in the darkness was good to them, good enough to make there hearts and minds to forget the light. It burnt and hurt to remember, the darkness was a terror, but now a pleasant friend that comes around enjoying its popularity growing within each it consumes. I stood there watching them in terror all those I have come to be friends inside the darkness not knowing what they are doing or just not wanting to know. Men and women taking each others hearts and breaking them to their own will. My heart etched and broken it held upon the only light left I have found. I cling to it regardless of what darkness seems to sneak its way upon it. Somehow the light finds its way inside to keep the body sane to live another night in the darkness. Seeing the darkness over taking those that have come close enough to hug and hold upon. Pieces of my heart I tear off to give to them so they will know even the smallest amount of light in their life. Standing alone once more holding onto the smallest piece of light I can muster to help brighten the world, it is only a fool with his foolish dreams of a beautiful world with smiling faces where the word love, beautiful isn't slung around with no meaning anymore. The light going up was always the one thing to prevail over the darkness, but being grown your taught to wield it to your own pleasures and purposes. Where the kindness's of others is looked down upon, and where gentlemen are labeled as creeps or laughed at as they pour out what they believe is true. to only be corrected by either man/women claiming they are sexist. The darkness has battled the light since the beginning but now the darkness has won, and the light is being swallowed up tortured upon its own kind killing off all that stand in its way.

Autumn leaves

When I look through the ceilings leaves you look so peaceful in the breeze. When I wait for you to come to me I imagine everyone flying teasing me for loving you like I do you are my autumn leaf nothing else can do. why can't I get to you? The feeling of so blue the clouds overhead are moving slow I'll try one last time to let you know... That autumn leaves are a breeze the snow falls and the rain leaves us alone so maybe one time we can go see those autumn leaves. Jumping and screaming I let out to let you know my heart it beats like a passing band playing the autumns leaves. In the clouds up so high up you can see the earth below you as you blow. 

The breeze comes and takes you away, with many more leaves you play, with in the sky and on the ground. All I can do is keep from blocking your way, thou I wish to also play. Perhaps even more, but my world won't let it go pulling me back in it does yearly. In a cage so dark and gloomy I sit and wait for you my autumn leaf, perhaps to see you before you leave. The window is so dirty now, as I sit here without a sound my cage like new no way to show. Nobody in or out for many many days all alone I seem to stay, catching glimpses of other leaves. They wave to me from the outside, but I only wanted one to be inside with me. As they bounce at my door, blowing around I can hear them some more. They soon blow away as I reach out of my cage to feel and touch perhaps only just once of a autumn leaf. 

Many things I see outside the windows around me, sorrow fills me as I shake and cower in my cage I stay. Maybe one day maybe today. The colors of the autumn leaves are beauty. Some flaunt it in he breeze passing my me. I do not wish to take part in that, I wish only for perhaps one autumn leaf to be where I am at. Sitting down waiting and watching, my autumn leaf departed past my window I see it float my autumn leaf is gone no more for me. Madness rises from my cage, as I sit the day away darkness grows around my windows creep. Badness evil comes to take, I sit in my cage where I am safe. Safe for only a moment or two, before pulling and tugging upon my cage comes two and then many more pulling me down to darkness's untold.

 My eyes and ears, see and hear of many things as my mind begins to think of different things. Bound and tortured they strip the flesh, my bones pealing out of my chest. The pain is numb for it is not the worse, but cursed to be forever lost in pain. Many darkness I have seen many darkness I have heard, but the worse darkness is to be kept away from my autumn leaves. How I wish I should have opened my door for those autumn leaves, to take me away from this place. This darkness of my own cage, alone I sit darkness stays with me no matter where I go. Darkness delivers me to those that wish it, my autumn leaves are all gone now. No more staring and wishing, as they all blew away blew away from my home. I am out of my cage looking around my home the windows I clean, the floor I sweep, the things I have I keep and take care of. But looking through the windows I see nothing but sand. Sand and no other home, I am alone here and now I miss my autumn leaves.

Weather

Just now thinking about it, it came to my brain. Some people never seen snow, never seen the landscape covered in it or felt the wind from it or even ice as it covers the landscape as well. I am sad, for a friend of mine lives in Florida never seen snow.. so close but yet so far.. Another from southern Australia again never seen snow before, but then I have never seen many things either. If I could describe the beauty and the ugliness that is snow/ice I would. Perhaps I will even edit this later when I find the words that best suit it. They say a picture says a thousand words, it may say that many but going out seeing it with your own eyes, feeling the wind blow against you face the smell the noises. All your senses rushing after and before engulfing yourself in it says more words than I can muster. If I could say what the landscape's of ice/snow are I would say only two words 'true beauty.'

did this while back so nothing new..

The light shined slowly across the wasteland

'The seasons come like wildfire now, soon it will be nothing but sluggish pots of steam. There is nothing left to take nothing left to give, there is nothing anymore.'

'Here I stand here alone in this world nothing to feel nobody to scream, yell, sell, love.'

'Nobody to love in this desert world of a once forgotten shell. The feelings mean nothing to anyone and to myself as I sit and nothing is there to sit on but the ground.'

'It is hard as the world is hard nothing can compete with the hardness of the life you will face in the world of tomorrow. Nothing you can do for the wasteland of the yesterday.'

'If I go from here where will I go? '

'Someplace different perhaps but all is ruined and broken I stand, sit, live here in the wasteland of forgetfulness.'

'But still I survive for another day maybe someday when the world isn’t much as a waste…'

'But a land where we all can have someone to love yell scream and do all the things that have been taken from us for so long. They used to say love can break any spell any situation with love all things are possible.'

'Do I have love do I feel love in this wasteland of nothing…'

'Yes, I do..'

 'I feel love and the feeling of being loved I know that those that have left that they also felt and was loved once. The feeling of this cannot be changed by any force, Be it ‘evil’ or  ‘good’ both of these have love and are loved by all and hated by none.'

'God is the love that fuels us up like a car sometimes we run out of gas but we still can get more and more gas from stops that we settle on. Sometimes it maybe at the breaking point of the tank and we start to leave this world but soon as that happens.'

'We find that gas that drives us and we keep going. As I am doing here puttering to keep going as much as I can and still I drive none can’t stop what is in my tank to go.'

'If any were still here they would see me and how I would be driving to go where I needed to go. How do I know where I am needed to? go is towards the sun? do I have a map of where I am to go? Have I been told where to go? '

'No it is not towards the sun I have no map to show where I am going or where to go, no I haven’t been told to go here but I go here feeling the need to go. Feeling is a different thing for me to do it is both instinct but it is also brains, what your body feels.'

'What does it tell me to do? What am I getting out of this? Nothing I am getting nothing out of this.'

'I would do it anyways for nothing, it tells me it will be rough and be either surprised or try to take it all by force no matter what. And I can do what needs to be done it will be up to me to do what is needed of me.'

'Perhaps I will find another that will have the same journey as I am and it will be we.. '

'None are here where I am. It’s all the same everywhere I go none are there.'

'Oh what are you? You look tasty. Wait a minute what are you?'

'No..' 

'You shouldn't be here'

'Why are you here?'

'I see, well have fun you're going to get hurt.'