"Lazy Song" by Bruno Mar's my version

 "The Lazy Song"

The cloud's slowly move along the sky as the sun rise's up over the horizon. “Today I don't feel like doing anything" Bird's slowly glide from one cloud to another, a brick building is under the cloud as a window is open letting the breeze blow through. "I just wanna lay in my bed" a foot hang's off the side of the bed. The blanket is a mess covering half the body under them, before the toe's wiggled then stretched. the blanket is bundled up against the body as it sinks to the ground crawling toward's the bathroom.  While in the bathroom the phone ring's three times letting the answering machine pick up "Don't feel like picking up my phone So leave a message at the tone 'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything.”

Coming out of the bathroom with the blanket draped over a foxes shoulders, “Uh!" sluggishly making their way into the living room noticing the smell of coffee in the air as the other room on the other side of the living room was open. The television was on as a fist shot up in the air, turning their head to see that a silver wolf was on the couch playing a game on the console. "I'm gonna kick my feet up, then stare at the fan." scooting across the floor before plopping down on the couch kicking their feet up on the coffee table. "Turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants, nobody's gonna tell me I can't” staring at the television before slipping their paw from under the blanket grabbing another controller signing into the console joining the wolf in their game.

 Time went on as the wolf had left for work, the fox was still under the blanket laying on the couch half asleep staring at the television “I'll be lounging on the couch, just chillin' in my snuggie" Idly clicking the remote on top of the blanket before it stopped on a music station "Click to MTV, so they can teach me how to dougie 'cause in my castle I'm the freaking man”

An hour went by before the fox sat up on the couch and made their way to the kitchen grabbing a tv dinner from the freezer. The radio was on in the roommate's room “Oh, yes I said it, I said it, I said it 'cause I can!” The lyric's seemed to echo throughout the apartment. Humming to the song bobbing their head before the blanket fell off their shoulder's. Using their hind foot picking it up with the thumb and index toe kicking it into their room as it scooted across the floor. “Today I don't feel like doing anything I just wanna lay in my bed" the bell for the microwave rang before.

The phone rang again before the answering machine answered the phone call "Don't feel like picking up my phone" Leaning against the doorway listening to the message. "So leave a message at the tone 'cause today I swear I'm not doing anything” it was work calling for the fox to come into work trying to bribe them to come in with food. Looking at the calendar noticing the red mark's showing how much they had been working with time's etched into the day's.

 Deleting the message's yawning out combing through their fur upon their head with their digit's. “Nothing at all! Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh" sitting back onto the couch grabbing the controller and placed a headset upon their head. "Nothing at all Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh” hours seemed to go by jumping on the couch in excitement, then staring at the screen with an intense look upon their face. Slamming on the button's bobbing and weaving their body as if they were inside the game.

 Swinging their hips to a song on youtube dancing around the room.“Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X" jumping up and down in their own little moshpit singing along and dancing if nobody else was listening or watching. In the doorway watching was the silver wolf "Meet a really nice girl, have some really nice sex" walking inside quietly closing the door and began dancing with them "And she's gonna scream out: 'This is Great'" jumping seeing the wolf was back and dancing with them"(Oh my God, this is great!) Yeah” laughing as they both began dancing as if no care's.

A little bit afterward there was a knock at the door as the landlord a plump rhino wearing glasses was standing there arm's crossed “I might mess around, and get my college degree I bet my old man will be so proud of me" they began talking about the noise and that they were getting complaint's to just keep it down. "But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait Haha” agreeing with the landlord and closed the door. Looking at each other laughing some going back to dancing and singing but a little quieter.

The wolf jumped out of their room with the blanket wrapped around their shoulders having a plastic sword “Oh, yes I said it" the fox did the same as they both trotted around as if riding a horse "I said it, I said it 'cause I can” swinging their sword's at one another battling in their own world. “Today I don't feel like doing anything I just wanna lay in my bed" The door opened as a pizza delivery tiger was standing there looking at the two. Then was knighted by the wolf to be the kingdom's delivery person. The tiger went along with it and bowed their head holding the pizza above their kneeled body. "Don't feel like picking up my phone So leave a message at the tone" placing a pouch of coin's and bills in the tiger's paw the fox took the pizza's and dismissed them before trotting to the table. "'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything”

Sitting at the table still wearing their outfit's of medieval garment's even if it was just imagination. “No, I ain't gonna comb my hair 'Cause I ain't going anywhere" the foxes blanket slide down their body showing they were in the buff "No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no" the wolf looked at the fox giving a thumbs up letting their blanket plop onto the ground showing they were also in the buff. "I'll just strut in my birthday suit And let everything hang loose" they both laughed a bit of soda came out of the foxes nose which made them laugh harder getting a bit of pizza everywhere." Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah”

 The night was soon upon them as they were on the couch playing some video game's “Ooh Today I don't feel like doing anything I just wanna lay in my bed" the wolf yawned before signing out and heading to take a shower. The fox stayed on the couch playing for a while before their cellphone rang in their room. "Don't feel like picking up my phone So leave a message at the tone 'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything” The answering machine picked up once again this time for the cellphone. Turning off the tv and console the fox stretched scratching their body before walking to their room. “Nothing at all Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh Nothing at all" curling up on the blanket on the bed letting the blanket coil up around their body."Ooh, hoo, ooh, hoo, ooh, ooh-ooh Nothing at all” snoring in bed as drool was slowly leaking out the corner of their mouth.

The spread of love

A slow rhythmic beeping echoes in a silent room, as there is much hustle and bustle outside of the room up and down the halls. In the room laid a man with I-v's and other hoses attached to his body his breathing was slow but anything other than stable. Air being pushed into his nose through a breathing mask, making his lungs fill with oxygen. A hand reached over the rail on the side of the bed touching his hand carefully gripping it with tears in her eyes. "H-hey.. it's.. I.. it's me Susan..." a lump in her throat as she spoke, "Re-remember when we went sledding? It was my first time and you.. you pushed me into a snow bank" She bit her tongue trying to laugh but it only came out as a sorrow filled sniffle. "I-I was so mad at you, but that was one of the best times I have ever had..."

The door slowly slid open a large bouquet of flowers flowing through the room as another female came in clinching the flowers in a vase. Stepping forward looking at the other women as she stepped through the door, "I.. oh i'm sorry I .. I must have the wrong room.." Susan shook her head, "It.. it's okay what room are you looking for?" her hand moved from his as she placed it back into her lap. "I.. I'm looking for Mr. Drakes room.." Her head turned and looked out to the front of the door at the name placements as it said in the first bed slot, 'Osworth' the second bed slot 'Drake' The lady soon leaned back into the room and looked at the man in the bed next to Susan more closely. "Drake.." her eyes started to fill up with water. Walking over to the bed but stayed her distance gripping the vase even more closer to her body. "H-how.. " Susan turned to the other lady, "They say he was in a wreck.. with a few other vehicles.." Susan's eyes water more as a quiver of a smile came to her face.

"They said they found him helping some of the people to safety... but collapsed after everyone was out of danger" The other lady scooted slowly closer to his bed, "H-heh.. just like him.. to help.." Susan nodded in agreement as she reached over once more taking his hand in hers. "Always playing the hero.. ha.." she replied, as the other lady nodded her head quickly placing the flowers down near the foot of the bed.  "I'm Candise by the way.. I'm sorry to barge in.." Susan stood up and nodded as they both shook hands wiping their eyes of tears. Susan stood up as they both embraced in a hug both needing one as tears came from them both.

After tears were shed they both walked out of the room into the visitor's room as their were other's there waiting. A few asleep in their chair's as others were watching and talking about the weather, old tv show's. Susan cleared her throat wiping her eye's "E-everybody... this is Candise." Almost the whole room was filled with people and they turned to Candise getting wide eyed. "She's the fiancé?! we've heard so much about?!" They seemed to flock over to her giving Candise multiple embraces and tears of joy. Candise looked at them all confused with many emotions going through her head as she smiled happily to have so much support in this time. Giving them all hugs and greetings feeling a bit better in this situation. One sat there glaring at her though through the whole time spiteful and angry at her.

Candise looked at everyone finally finding the word's to express what was going on. "T-thank you.. y-yes I'm Charles fiancé. But.. I-i'm sorry but who are all you people? How do you know Drake? I don't believe I have met any of you before.." The room went a bit quiet, but the television talking about the storm along the golf coast going towards Texas. "Um well we are um.. his friends" One nodded but the crowd of people was soon interrupted by the one in the chair. "We are his girlfriends.. The one's that love him more than you could ever!!" She sat there crossing her arms under her bust glaring at her with such hate.

Susan gulped softly, "J-jackie this is not the time or place... now shush" Candise's face went pale, "Wh-what.. are you talking about? what does she mean girl-girlfriends?!" Looking at each one of the females, then looked at a few of the males also. "A-are you his boyfriends too?" Larry smiled softly, "oh sweetie we wish.. believe me.." Candise's eyes filled with tears, "he-he's been cheating on me this whole time?!... when! where! how?!" Her look turned from hurt to a icy stare, "tell me I demand to know!?" Susan shook her head, "It's not what you think.. we-" Jackie interrupted, "before you even came into the picture now get out of his life and he and we will be off better for it!" Larry had sat back down next to Jackie covering her mouth, "Shhh now now stop it.. she doesn't mean it she just.. a little huffy.." Candise began shedding tears looking at them all, "why... what.."

Susan took Candise's hand before she jerked away, running away crying heavily. Susan looked at Jackie, "look what you've done.." turning around and went after Candise barely catching the elevator that she was in. Susan stood in front of the doorway as the doors closed behind her. "Candise please listen to me it.. its not what you think.." Candise crying in the corner clenching her fist's, "get away from me..." Susan shook her head, "No not until you listen.. please give me a chance to explain everything.. please" Candise sniffled and held her eyes wiping them with her fists, "you have 5 minutes.." Susan took a deep breath, "... can we get something to eat or drink.. some coffee.. please"

Candise shook her head, but nodded afterward, "You're paying for it.." Susan nodded her head, "yes.." After the doors opened they both slowly made their way to the cafeteria. As Candise began grabbing food left and right as Susan followed paying for it all at the cashier. They both sat down as Candise shook in her seat sipping the coffee. "Where.. where do I begin?.." Susan sighed softly. Candise growled out, "when my husband to be began having affairs with all of you!" Susan shook her head, "it's.. not like that.." Her hand's shook gripping her coffee tighter, "Then what is it?!" Susan rang her finger around in circle's. "We.. we all have different reason's why we call him our boyfriend.. for me.. he helped me with so much.. If it wasn't for him being so supportive, loving and caring I wouldn't have gotten as far as I have. We are all very fond of him, he is an amazing man you have and you're lucky to have him."

"That's right I have him.. not-not you.." she said spiteful, "No you're missing the point.. he has been there when nobody else would or had turned away from us.. seen us at our worse and like how he... how he.. got where he is now.. he didn't stop and helped with so much love that he gave us all being supportive and being there when we needed him." tears began to slowly stream down her face as she thought of all the times he had helped her out and pulled her out of the hole she had made. "I.. I know you may not understand this, but we are happy that he has you... he speaks of you often and is very proud of you of what you have done." Candise held her cup and sniffled tears running down her cheeks listening. "Please.. come back up and.. talk with us.. if nothing else could you stay for him.. You don't have to speak to anyone but I know he would be overjoyed to see you if.. when.. when he wakes up"

Candise and Susan sat there eating silently thinking of everything that has happened. After eating for a while and the tears were shed into eating instead of words being said. Slowly they made their way to the elevators, it was a silent ride up to the fourth floor. The fourth floor was for urgent care and those to be watched over. The doors opened as Candise and Susan walked out slowly Susan went to the waiting room. Candise stopped at his closed door, before slowly opening it up seeing Jackie sobbing and gripping at his arm laying slightly on his bed. "Please don't leave me... I promise I'll do anything you want ... but please don't leave me.. not you.. please come back." her tears were soaking into the sheets. "You said you'd never leave.. You promised!" her sobbing came more frantic.

Candise stood in the doorway listening and watching.

Just a thought

So i have been thinking some on this but. What if pokemon was switched what pokemon would want to catch you.. What number would you be? What abilities would or could you bring to the table? What would make you unique to be the one being caught?
Im sure this question has been asked and there is probably a book being written about it or something. But just think about it what if roles were reversed in any and all things you like. Say for instance that book or tv show you just got done with. What if you was in it who what would you be and that character you replaced is now the one reading or watching tv.

Shay's voyage

Smiling softly at the camera her chubby cheeks blushing in embaressment " h-hello world hehehe.. Um oh my hehe.. I'm shay aaannd welcome to shay's awesome adventure of epicnesss!!" she was shy at the start but took a deep breath this was the twentieth time she had started recording. Her stomach was all in knot's as she gulped staring at the camera lens. " he..heh oh right my names shay oh I already said that.. Well um im 25 now and ooo i got my cat shadow!!" picking up a white and gray cat as it meowed with her picking it up. She giggled softly and let the cat down. Hours had passed as she took the camera and was video taping around the home. Showing off her boyfriend mostly as he was on his phone or on a console playing a game.
She then turned off the camera editing it on the laptop as she sat next to him on the couch. Humming to herself before reaching down and touching his thigh his leg jolted away from her as he played his game with a humph. She frowned some but kept a smile on her face typing and talking to friends online and calling on her cellphone.
One day a friend of hers was nearby and asked if he could visit. She jumped with glee as they hadn't seen each other in a long time and she was overjoyed to have sometime with friends. Well those that weren't  around that much running around through the day's she worked hard each day and night. So a relaxing day with friends was one thing she needed from all the stress.
Soon it waa time for them to meet as they met at a fanciest restaurant there was a burgerking. It was her boyfriends idea to meet in a public place which her friend didn't mind. Sitting down at a table she waited before her eyes were covered and a dark and mysterious voice whispered into her ears. "My oh my what is a pretty thing like you doing in a low class place like this?" she was afraid for a moment but smiled some " oh little ol me im just waiting for a big young stud to take me away from this place and show a lady a real good time." her eyes were uncovered as a male stood behind her putting a hand on her shoulder acting dramatic " oh but i cannot.. For it is.. I.. Have .... A hungry" they both gasp and laugh. Sitting down he held her hands softly "oh my goodness it's been so long.. How have you been? What have you been up to?" they talkes it seemed for hour's both laughing and smiling.
Just as soon as the good time's were there they were gone. Giving her a number and address of where he was staying for a few nights. She looked at the address and nodded. "We've got to do this again before you leave it was great" he smiled happily "im glad i had a great time too.. Well see ya around" watching him leave as he watched her leave making sure she left alright.

It had been two night's after their get together. Sniffling and crying heavily after a large fight between her and her boyfriend had broke out. Driving to a hotel she looked at the direction's before pulling into the drive way and looking around before parking. Opening up the door tobher car wiping her eyes quickly. She didn't call him to tell him she was on. Her way she just needed a friend and right now she knew she could go to him.

Walking up and down the hallway looking for his room number. knocking on the door hoping he would answer. Jolting awake he groaned staring at the time. " its not time to check out yet.. " crawling slowly out of bed half asleep and half awake. Grabbing his boxers and putting them on stumbling to the door as he opened it up. " hu?" was all he could studdard out before her arms wrapped around him sobbing against him.

"Sh..shay? What what's wrong?" he asked wrapping his arms around her holding her close to him. Before leading her into his room and closing locking the door. Stumbling with her clinging onto him mumbling and sobbing about what happened. He soon sat her down on the bed and got her some water and some tissues. Sitting next to her holding her hand and holding onto her when she could do nothing but cry. Soon they were laying together she was cradled up in his arms mumbling and sniffling.

Feeling his arms around her the warmth and strength of his arms she started to get aroused laying there with him. his touches and his attention were so gentle and caring something she had missed for so long. Which was half of what the fight was about. Her whole body was getting warm amd she began to fidget some. Her face flushing red at the thought's running through her head. She turned to him he was trying hard to stay awake but she had woken him up from his sleep.

She continued to fidget more pressing her legs together as she took deep breaths to try and compose herself. His hand then touched her hips slowly began caressing and rubbing up then back down her side. Barely touching the skin under her clothing. She panted some feeling more hot and overheated her body froze stiff feeling his breath on the back of her neck."would you like some more water?" she nodded quickly" yyes please.."

Scooting around as he got up she could feel his length and how it had grown from their cuddling on the bed. Her eyes darted around before she looked finally at it. Her eyes began darting around more blushing some more. She soon stood up and rushed to the bathroom closing the door behind her. "Sh..shay you okay.." she mumbled some " i.. I.. Yeah just... Need to do something... Private.. " " ooh okay sorry um the fart fan is the second switch... Just incase.. " she nodded quickly turning on the fan even quicker.

She could hear his footsteps walking away feom the bathroom as she stripped down to ber panties and bra panting softly as she was wet and it was running down her thigh slowly. She whimpered softly to herself and began playing with herself keeping it down. But soon as she was close it went away she was getting Frustrated with herself as she kept trying and trying. Walking out of the bathroom in just her panties and bra she seen him laying there worn out.

Huffed in anger but in a way glad she left her clothes on the chair ans climbed in bed with him. He wrapped his arms around her once more. Her mouth opened she could feel his body pressing up against her and her body pressing back. She closed her eyes moving his hands to her breasts. Slowly making his hands squeeze her breasts as her heat would rise once again slipping her hand down and began playing with herself once more. It wasn't long till she had released hard on her fingers before feeling something pressing yp against her panties she looked behind her he was awake and had watched her the whole time.

Her last memory was of him taking her that night like she hadnt been foe a long long time. In the morning she awoke in the bed still wearing her panties and bra. Her clothes were at the edge of the bed. Soon slowly reaching down she was still wet and was still the same size as she was before. Did she dream of the whole thing he wasn't anywhere in the room but soon as she got up and put on ber shirt and pants the dooe opened. He walked in with a soft smile on his face" heh afternoon sleepy head.. Lunch?" he had brought her some food as well as him "did you say afternoon... Wait.. Did we?" he looked at her and softly chuckled " no.. No. Ha very tempting but... You passed out after your... Um.. Time" her face was bright red " then you... We.. You" shaking his head " i woke up when i heard something and it looked like you had just.... Calmed down as they say" grabbing her things as she blushed heavily and ran out the door.

Story time

Gather round kiddies and children boys and girls of all ages its story time todays story is about livelihood. 

Dreams, fantasies, goals, wishes, creativity, imagination, hope are horrid expectations that get crushed and thrown away leaving you hurt and broken it's best not to have expectations that way you never have to get hurt and broken. But there is a way to help you fix this before you get hurt take all you imagination, dreams, hopes put them in a jar seal it up and hide it away from you and everyone else that way nobody will crush it and you'll live empty and hollow trying things to fill that part of you that you've sealed away but it is for your own good. There will always be someone smarter, stronger, better than you no matter who you are someone will always be better no matter what you do. These days are dark and grim so help yourself and hide away all your thoughts before you fall victim of this. Good night and sweet dreams while you sleep dream of something wonderous cause there is the only place you can do anything and everything you always wanted.

Happy new year

So new year right 2016 it's here what will this year do for anyone? Who knows but who would want to know?

Lands of prodding

Stepping into the bathroom his feet splat against the cold tile, taking a deep breath as he looked around the room it was like any other bathroom he had been too. The tile was white and the wallpaper tan, but had a tiny block pattern going around the whole room. Sighing in annoyance, it was so bland the colors closing his eyes he could still see what it looked like. Stepping further inside of the bathroom he began undressing, the mirror on the wall moved across the sink to the other side of the wall where the toilet sat. Sitting down on the lid of the toilet to take off his shirt exhausted from the day's errands. He sat for a moment having his shirt laying across his lap feeling the lid of the toilet slowly tilt to the side almost as if it were going to come off from him just sitting.


His eyes drifted from the door to the tub shower mix behind it, it had been so long since he had a bath. trying to think of the last time he had taken a bath in a bathtub and it wasn't a shower. He really couldn't think of the time, but it made him smile some to think of him laying down with the water just right and his body able to relax in the comfort of the tub. his body would be able to relax and not be so tense to be able to feel 'human' as they say. Gripping his knees as he leaned forward pushing himself up to his feet. Letting the shirt fall to the ground before lifting up a corner with his foot moving it to his shorts and letting it fall on top of them. The sound of the television being turned on from the outside made him blow air out his nose in aggravation, the sound cascaded through the thin wall of the bathroom hearing a video game being started up.


Ignoring it in his mind wanting to relax at least for a short while, reaching down to the three knobs above the tub turning on the hot water first at full blast. It's sound like a soft melody as his body tensed up slightly before relaxing knowing what was going to come for his aching body. Turning on the cold only slightly, then let the waters collide together in the tub as he stood up straight. Noticing the way the water looked as the tub was first being filled the darkness in the back of the tub then the swirling water that moved around like currents of the ocean. He could see them moving and swirling about mixing in together, 'bleach' he said to himself in his mind. There was bleach in the tub and it was coming back to life with the water that was being splashed in the tub.


The smell of bleach wasn't around just yet and it was alright. He let out a sigh waiting for the water to get up enough in the tub so he could slip in and get comfortable. Glancing at the mirror behind him noticing something upon his body that wasn't there before. Stepping back a little more and turning to his right side to find a bruise, lifting up his arm following the bruise across the side of his body. Lightly touching where it was the darkest flinching a little at his own effort but he began poking it with the tip of his finger. 'nothing' said aloud in his head before looking at his shoulder's seeing the bruises that were visible of the everyday. Before he went too in-depth of looking at himself, the water was at the right height for him to slip in as he stepped into the bathtub.


The heat from the water would sizzle against his skin slowly lowering himself down into the heated tub. His body was loosening already muscles relaxing as he sat there in the tub not moving but enjoying the heat and massage of the water against his aching body. Glancing to the end of the tub at his feet then to the reflection of himself what he looked like. Staring at the reflection of himself the sound of small screams and chaotic noise was booming from the room outside of the bathroom. He ignored it for now, and stared at himself in disgust before turning away leaning his head to the wall behind his head. Grabbing the soap from the corner of the tub and began washing himself as he kept his sight from the reflection of himself.

Unknown drough

Life is a puddle of mud, things happen either at the surface or in the deep. The sickness thrives through ones head and into their heart. The spikes of roses roll down their veins scratching along down until there is no more blood to bleed. What happens to you when you die is what happens when you live. Nothing changes the only thing that happens is your heart stops beating and you can't feel the pain that you've carried along the way with a smile. Cause nothing can break you only your own beasts make it so your blood runs more than you can give. Cause that's what you are born to do give until it hurts then when you filter through the pain you give even still no matter the cost. Things happen that's what we tell ourselves forgetting that we are no better than those we protect and give there is no middle ground only caskets with holes to drain out what's left to give even in death.

November rains

November is the month I lose it it's my daughter's birthday each year I cry. She is growing up so much and here I am not being in her life cause of reasons. Which I'd rather not get into but here it is year 9.. she's going to be 9 so much I have missed. I have tried my best to keep on my feet to be able to do things but this year... This year I'm making it I'm actually making I'm doing what I can but she is still on my mind always. I got something for her birthday but I'm worried what do you get a 9 year old girl.. I'm out of this.. I dunno what to do but all I can do is try so... take a deep breath and let's do this.

The Collar

Waking from a night of tricks and treats, stomach grumbling from all the sugar not enough nutrient's. My eyes glazed blurry, slowly I turn in bed finding his arm coiling it around me like a protective shield. It was warm and enticing how it felt against my body enchanting. Smiling happily to myself as my ear is now against the side of his chest. The air leaving and entering his lungs along with his heart beat was like a symphony of lullabies. Feeling my eyes become heavy as i'm protected even from the worse of nightmares. His heart beat leading the band in stride, only a few times would it sound off beat. Wrapping my arms around his arm, to the side of his body so much love flowing off of his body like a waterfall I drown in happily.

I can't rest not now the day like is creeping up in through the window. I feel it's persistent sting of the day hours coming. Opening my eyes once more seeing his body at peace dreaming sleeping. I can't help but stare so much I want to say to him, so much I wish to be for him. My eyes water with joy, before wiping them with the corner of the blanket he had wrapped us in for the night. Slowly shimmying down the bed not wanting to wake him, knowing the rough day's and nights that will come. Sitting on the floor as I cover my mouth with a yawn of exhaustion wanting to go back to sleep. Rubbing my eyes pushing away the eye gunk adjusting my eyes to the light in the room. Reaching over and closing the shades more so he wouldn't be disturbed from the light. Stretching out my body as I stand feeling my body screaming for more rest, but I must resist.

Seeing the nightstand next to the bed, seeing a collar. It laid there untouched or moved in so long. It was not my collar, but I wish it to be someday the strap was adjustable the texture of it was smooth like silk for a collar. There was one piece of jewelry on it and it was the danglie. A red jewel in the shape of a heart with a dark outline around it with small spikes. I have awoke to stare at this collar a few times when the light would shine in and reflect off the heart. It was shinning all the love and warmth that was sealed inside such a jewel. My eyes would tear wanting to feel that around my neck to know that all the love and warmth was with me all the time forever, ever. Today was a good day though, and hopefully today would be the day he'd put it on me.

Walking out of the bedroom only wearing my panties that hugged my curves. Still a bit groggy, but there are things to be done and hopefully before he wakes. Going to the bathroom was my first stop, before washing up heading into the kitchen. My stomach growling now from hunger, from all the delicious treats that I consumed the night of Halloween. That was our holiday, Valentines is great, Thanksgiving is okay, Christmas is gloomy but Halloween is where we can act like a goof and devious then get candy! I'm all in for it, but this morning was a much needed nutrient's and food that will help our bodies recover from candy coma's. My thoughts were on food, but mainly on the collar there have been day's I have fantasied about wearing it when. He is at work and walking around the house cleaning, looking at myself in the mirror talking to my self saying things like, "Oh? this old thing, oh well yes... doesn't it look beautiful... oh no no my man got me this.." then laugh at myself in the mirror and say, "bitch this is mine he is mine so you can never be this fabulous" I laugh at myself while cooking.

I jump and scream when two arms wrap around my waist, but my heart melts when I hear in my ear. "Well.. hello there milady." His voice soothing speaking in one of the accent's he does. I stumble over my words, "oh.. moo.. melo... morning" I feel a tender kiss upon my neck as his facial hair tickled my skin, but his lips lightly touching my neck. Made a shiver go up my spine as goosebumps were forming from his touch. "My little moo moo is up early." Blushing as he called me that, he would always find little names to just make the day seem like a fairy tale. Today was little moo moo apparently, without thinking I opened my mouth, "m-mooo" I let out softly and embarrassed.

His arms let my body slowly feeling along my belly then to my sides. I leaned into his touch while cooking almost forgetting I was. Before feeling a nudge from his pelvis against my panties. "You're going to burn it... pay attention" He said before looking back at the food and jumped slightly going back to cooking with a squeak. Oh he was so mean sometimes, as he left me at the stove letting me cook. Glancing over at him, he was naked seeing him walking away as I grin. "morning sexy butt" I called out to him as he turned around covering his butt. "good morning... I meant pay attention to cooking.. not my booty" I couldn't help but giggle as the food was being cooked.

Thought of him would continue, as we ate finally dressed in some clothing relaxing in the living room. My day would go from the best ever to the worst. Looking at him as I tear up, "please don't go.." I held onto his arm leaning against him. "I have to.. got to work ya know?" He said nodding my head I knew he had to work, but it would be so long before he would be home again. He would leave home and go to work, but he wouldn't be home in three months or more. We get to talk to each other everyday by phone and if he can make it happen over the internet on a program like skype. The day's he would be home seemed to go by so fast, but slow at the same time. Holding onto his arm as he held onto me with his other arm. It was his last day home each time it was the same. We would hold each other like we wouldn't let go I once asked him for a collar.

I have that now but it isn't the collar I want to have that lays dormant in our room. I have stuffed animals that I line my bed with each one from him every time he would come home with another. Each one smelled like him as I pretend that I was the stuffed animal when it was with him. Watching over him as he slept and seeing him work from the comfort of his bed. Listening in on our conversations on the phone while he worked. Listening to him yelling at cars that cut him off, or were being stupid. He works hard, each and everyday for me for him for everything and everyone. Touching my collar I have as I held onto his arm then letting go of his arm and wrapping my arms around his waist keeping him close. "I love you" I say muffled from my face being against his stomach, "I love you too" He replied time I want to stand still just to have one more hug.

When he left for work, I cried in bed piling on the stuffies all over me. "I want you back!" I scream out it was hard to say good bye. My arms wrapped around the first stuffie he gave me it was huge as I could wrap its arms around me and curl up in a ball under it. I would use this stuffy to dress up having his shirts and underwear that would mysteriously dissappear when he would do laundry. He knew I liked his scent but it was something that stuck around for days to make the days he worked a bit easier to go through. I can see the collar on the nightstand, remembering first time I seen it. I put it on and had it on while in front of him I had never seen him so angry, and hurt. I was punished for it that day, when it was all over he held me in his arms. He told me what that collar meant to him, and everything that it would entitle. I didn't know how much a object could mean so much to someone.

Reaching out from under the avalanche of stuffies the tip of my finger touched the heart shaped jewel as my finger could feel the spikes all around the heart. "I will wait for you" I said sending my love to him hoping he could feel it through the heart.